15: Pivot... maybe?
Wellbeing is realized by small steps, but it is no small thing. -Zeno, founder of Stoicism As I soak in the beauty out here at our cabin (listen to last week's podcast for a song partially inspired by said beauty) I find it almost silly that I was having such a hard time existing last week. If and when I take a step back, it becomes clear that my tasks are utterly trivial. But maybe that trivial nature is part of the source of my despair. I long to make a splash, but instead I make drops in dear Liza's leaky bucket. I have to zoom out to remember that 'nothing is lost on the breath of God,' meaning those water droplets out of her bucket are going somewhere... watering some earth I may never know about... growing something. I'm thinking again about pivoting... the podcast really isn't growing/working. Perhaps I could make an episode every time I finish a new song... part of my problem historically has been that I always want to move on to the next thing...